Wednesday, December 30, 2009 . 10:24:00 PM
today went out with the old gang. DANG FRIGGING FUN. haha.there was me, jinle, isaac, xianda and yongjin (which was a dang big surprise). jiale actually said he could make it, but he didn't turn up (no surprise there). david had training (again) and desmond has something on. so they didn't make it.
me, isaac and jinle went to pool 1st. actually wanted to pool at the yio chu kang grassroots place, but then they didn't allow people wearing slippers to play there, so jinle couldn't go in. so, we decided to move!
we went over to ang mo kio, near the s11 there. i never knew there was pool there man! real big place. i lost to isaac but i won jinle (barely), but all in all, it was real fun. been ages since i played anyways.
the rest of the guys came after that, and there were a few other guys like kennard, kelvin, cheehou and some guy whom i can't remember the name. we watched Avatar. it's a real nice movie. like seraiously. the action scene's are real awesome, graphics are good, the music and sound blasted me away, and the best part will be the seamless coordination between the CG characters and the actors. they were seraiously dang frigging good.
then went dinner. yesterday was popeyes (after bballing with sec 2 classmates) and today's dinner was KFC. jinle keep complaining he's fat, so he ask me go run tomorrow morning. AT 9!! so early right?? i'll try not to be late.
uh so, that was my day. how was yours?
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Thursday, December 24, 2009 . 11:51:00 PM
sometimes, i look around myself and when i see the things i see, i just get so jealous. people around me all have their many friends and families. and they're happy.tomorrow's christmas. and i'll be alone unlike the majority of the people i know. they'll all be happily celebrating Christmas with utmost cheer with friends and family. how nice eh? i wish it'll happen to me too. last year's was real great. and i know it won't happen again, so i'll have to settle with the norm huh?
maybe i'll go town. just to people-watch. even if i'm alone, it won't feel like it. right? i sure do hope so.
or maybe i'll just stay at home curled up in my bed sleeping the way away. maybe i've been a bad person this year, which also means i've been a bad person all throughout my life except for last year. or maybe i'm asking too much. but does it really matter? life still has to go on. and it's not like i've never spent christmas alone or wishing that i have friends or family with me, having a party or something and have fun.
everybody's sending out christmas greetings and whatnot now.
so whoever who's reading this(that is if anyone does..),
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! HAVE FUN!!!
afterall, me being alone doesn't mean anyone else has to.
not that anybody will bother bout me.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 . 8:39:00 PM
was at Regina's house for Rockband today. real fun. even for music idiots like me. so you should try it out too.me and Jessica were the first ones there despite Jessica being late(no surprise there). when we reached regina's house, her brother opened up the door for us(i know, i know. this sounds REAL trivial) 'cause Regina went down to fetch a girl called JiaJia. although i'm pretty sure that's not her real name(i think i forgot her real name). at least no JiaJia. should be Jia-something. haha. she's one year older and just graduated from SRJC. so yea. kind of like our senior. then Regina went down to fetch Ona(did she?) but yea, Ona also came. then Rockband. REAL FUN. but also very tiring.
then halfway through Ms Chua called. shocked me half to death. i thought was some saleswoman. her voice is still as sharp as ever. she ask me work for her. so i agreed.
now rushing homework. LET'S DO GEOGRAPHY!!
Sunday, December 20, 2009 . 12:21:00 AM
it's never me right? should have known.i heard a chinese song today. part of the lyrics was something like "there would'nt be a difference in the world even if i didn't exist". you know, it's probably true. it's not like i really matter to anyone afterall.
wanted to write something here after i got home from Orchard after going out with laywoon. but was tired. so i'm only writing it now. actually, i'm bothering to write it all down so that i can remember my life when i look back at it. not like it's very nice and everything. but still.
there was a game facils training and OSL meeting in the morning. i'll be honest with you(i.e. myself) but, it was a real damn flop. like seriously. i'nm guessing only around half of everyone came. and then i missed the draco house meeting. figured that marcus never replied me once cause i was sending the messages to the wrong number all the while. clever right? so yea. didn't get to meet the draco OSLs. but i guess marcus can handle it fine on his own. oh yeah, did i mention the atrocious timing we had to report at? 6.45am!!
i was late. BUT only by 15 minutes.
went to Orchard at around 5.30? reach there around 6. Marvin was 'sposed to be there but laywoon said he went off with a few of his friends, their classmates. so yeah. she said she was angry but i don't think she is. girls. it's real hard to know what they're really thinking bout no?
then we walked around. literally. we walked round to 313 then we saw isaac. he was with a few of the dance people. then we walked back, like towards ION, then we walked to 313 and stuff. i forgot when we actually ate. but it was at that food court somewhere. sorry, i'm not really familiar with orchard. after that we walked more rounds. seriously, it was like we were on patrol or something. but we went lots of shops. but didn't buy nothing. i saw what i wanted. but didn't have cash. so it'll just have to wait. after that, we stopped by the flea market which was real small and where isaac said his friends had their stall at. then more rounds. like seriously. we went like 3 rounds at the basement level of ION(i think?) where there's all the jap snacks and we ended up not buying nothing. haha. stalled in the middle of Orchard to hear some Evangelist Free Church people sing too. was real nice. if there's remotely anything that'll make me a christian, it would be the songs. a girl would be nice. but yeah. you never get what you want in life. after that somerset and home.
then sleep.
or supposedly sleep.
but i couldn't sleep.
again.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 . 11:10:00 PM
people-watching is fun.kinds of let you be alone in an un-lonely way you know? so i'm going to go people-watching soon. since i can't see myself going out on a class outing or friends meet-up soon. i wish i had a chalet or a sleepover.
my fever just subsided but the block nose thing is just not going away. feels damn awful. and damn sian. at home. everyone's back from their SRGCEs too. kind of envy them. nevermind. i'll earn lots of money and go backpacking with people!! haha. just wish that day will come sooner.
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS FRIGGING HOUSE.
they were shouting and screaming again. over some trivial matter of "DON'T COOK MY MAGGI MEE!!" or something like that. i can't believe how much they act like kids despite their age. picking at every little inconsequential thing. it's annoying and goddamn frustrating.
why can't i have a proper family??
i'm hooked on this.
Jay-Z (feat. Dr. Dre, Eminem, 50 Cent & Linkin Park) - Numb (remix)
Thank You, Thank You, Thank You, You're Far Too Kind
[Chorus:]
Now Can I Get An Encore, Do You Want More
Cookin Raw With The Brooklyn Boy
So For One Last Time I Need Y'all To Roar
Now What The Hell Are You Waitin For
After Me, There Shall Be No More
So For One Last Time, Nigga Make Some Noise
[Verse 1:]
Who You Know Fresher Than Hov'? Riddle Me That
The Rest Of Y'all Know Where I'm Lyrically At
Can't None Of Y'all Mirror Me Back
Yeah Hearin Me Rap Is Like Hearin G. Rap In His Prime
I'm, Young H.O., Rap's Grateful Dead
Back To Take Over The Globe, Now Break Bread
I'm In, Boeing Jets, Global Express
Out The Country But The Blueberry Still Connect
On The Low But The Yacht Got A Triple Deck
But When You Young, What The Fuck You Expect? Yep, Yep
Grand Openin, Grand Closin
God Damn Your Man Hov' Cracked The Can Open Again
Who You Gon' Find Doper Than Him With No Pen
Just Draw Off Inspiration
Soon You Gon' See You Can't Replace Him
With Cheap Imitations For Dese Generations
[Chorus 1/2]
{What The Hell Are You Waiting Forrrr?}
[Verse 2:]
[Sighs:] Look What You Made Me Do, Look What I Made For You
Knew If I Paid My Dues, How Will They Pay You
When You First Come In The Game, They Try To Play You
Then You Drop A Couple Of Hits, Look How They Wave To You
From Marcy To Madison Square
To The Only Thing That Matters In Just A Matter Of Years (Yea)
As Fate Would Have It, Jay's Status Appears
To Be At An All-Time High, Perfect Time To Say Goodbye
When I Come Back Like Jordan, Wearin The 4-5
It Ain't To Play Games Witchu
It's To Aim At You, Probably Maim You
If I Owe You I'm Blowin You To Smithereeens
Cocksucker Take One For Your Team
And I Need You To Remember One Thing (One Thing)
I Came, I Saw, I Conquered
From Record Sales, To Sold Out Concerts
So Muh'fucker If You Want This Encore
I Need You To Scream, 'til Your Lungs Get Sore
Im Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be
Feeling So Faithless Lost Under The Surface
Dont Know What You're Expecting Of Me,
Put Under The Pressure Of Walking In Your Shoes
And Every Step That I Take Is Another Mistake To You
And Every Second I Waste Is More Than I Can Take
Life Becomes So Numb,
I Cant Feel You There
Becomes So Tight So Much More Away
And Becoming This
All I Want To Do
Is Be More Like Me
And Be Less Like You
Life Becomes So Numb
Can I Get An Encore
Do U Want More?
Life Becomes So Numb
One Last Time I Need You To Roar
One Last Time I Need You To Roar
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 . 11:35:00 PM
Why?'cause the sky's blue.
Monday, December 7, 2009 . 12:08:00 AM
am bored. so decided to blog. look's like this blog might get a life afterall. ahaha..david's going to fly later in the morning at around 8~9 i think? that's if i remembered what deena told me. yangshuo people and laocai people also flying. lots of people suddenly gone. i wish i signed up for something too. oh well. it's too late for regrets.
oh yea. christmas is coming. and david's present haven't buy yet. lay woon's present also haven't buy yet. wish there would be a christmas party like last year. but probably not going to happen, what with everybody so busy and getting distant. oh ya. and jolene said something about celebrating hers, daphne's and david's birthday on the 21st together. even audrey remembered when david's birthday was. heh. i don't know why i'm so affected by all this birthday shit. maybe it's cause nobody actually remembered it very well and celebrated it with me except for a few of the SC people. haha. thanks man. normally people won't even bother bout mine. heh.
so since christmas is coming, i decided to make a wishlist(which no one will bother with and only serves to bring me disappointment) and a New Year's Resolution. SOON.
BON VOYAGE DAVID!!! and buy lots of stuff back ya?
but i think all these stuff are like, useless. 'course no one ever bothers reading anything here right? heh. i'm like talking to myself. bloody schizo.