Thursday, December 24, 2009 . 11:51:00 PM
sometimes, i look around myself and when i see the things i see, i just get so jealous. people around me all have their many friends and families. and they're happy.tomorrow's christmas. and i'll be alone unlike the majority of the people i know. they'll all be happily celebrating Christmas with utmost cheer with friends and family. how nice eh? i wish it'll happen to me too. last year's was real great. and i know it won't happen again, so i'll have to settle with the norm huh?
maybe i'll go town. just to people-watch. even if i'm alone, it won't feel like it. right? i sure do hope so.
or maybe i'll just stay at home curled up in my bed sleeping the way away. maybe i've been a bad person this year, which also means i've been a bad person all throughout my life except for last year. or maybe i'm asking too much. but does it really matter? life still has to go on. and it's not like i've never spent christmas alone or wishing that i have friends or family with me, having a party or something and have fun.
everybody's sending out christmas greetings and whatnot now.
so whoever who's reading this(that is if anyone does..),
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! HAVE FUN!!!
afterall, me being alone doesn't mean anyone else has to.
not that anybody will bother bout me.